I ship because I care…
Well, actually I ship because it gives my otherwise lackluster romantic life some, “sha-zang”.
So last night, I skipped yoga class so I can see House & Cameron kiss…and damn, it was hawt….teh hawtest…**thud**
And apparently I’m not the only one who squeed herself silly from the scene we die-hard shippers call, the pinnacle moment in the life of the hottest PPTH couple; that is House/Cam.
I’m not ashamed to admit that even this PG rated moment (imagine if this were on HBO) made me run and take a cold shower. Yeah, you mock me…but I am not alone. Right girls? **chirping crickets**
Aaaaaaaa nuts…
Of the 1 1/2 years I’ve practiced, today was the only time where I had my body relax to a level where I felt I have left this physical plane of existence. I felt so light, everything in the physical world stayed where it was; and I felt every minuscle part of my body melt away. You can’t afford this kind of sensation…not even with the most expensive, mind bending drugs…it’s ebullience and peace all infused in one warm blanket of beauty……
Some people think I just enjoy the practice for the asana aspect of it; I enjoy it because it has become a way for me to experience oneness with the world; where I don’t have to just train myself to not judge the actions of others (all is forgiven Julie…and whoever else I secretly despised) but to shift the level of understanding in our society by increasing my own.
I understand that even my thoughts and not just my actions become part of the energy collected in our surroundings…the positive light I shed combines with that light that is shared by other people to overcome the dark energy. When I bare witness to an unkind or inappropriate action done by another, I shall not judge but accept that at the moment, others are not in the same positive level of consciousness as I am; and with that I shall forgive and bless them and continue on with my life gracefully. When I learn to love and appreciate myself; I am more happy…and with that, it is far less difficult to share happiness with others. Yes, this is one of the biggest reasons why I appreciate and continue to practice yoga…
The Law of Grace:
“All choices generate benefit for purposes of Appreciation. Gracious choices generate benvolence for sharing. Ungracious choices generate instructive consequences that remind One that a more gracious choice was missed in the taking. One may feel the truth of this. Gracious choices feel pleasant, what One comes to naturally call ‘good’. Ungracious choices feel less than pleasant, what One comes to naturally call ‘bad’. Social conventions strive to hide this from us by justifying ungracious choices and moderating gracious choices, though few truly feel ‘good’ about any of that. In regarding purposes served by the flow of experience, One does well to appreciate the benefits of gracious and ungracious choices. In them One finds that One has divined a Gracious Universe for One’s appreciation. One would not have designed it any other way. ”
Whoopee; my first Idol post since giving props to Elliot Yamin from last Season…
I’m not even gonna waste precious time ranting about the average performances this season (para que?) because I have found the girl I think is the best singer out of all (yes, dagnabit I said “ALL”) the AI winners. Melinda Doolittle’s power performance left me in a puddle of joyful tears after having blown everyone away (plus Simon) with her version (an ode to Chaka Khan, I suppose) of “My Funny Valentine”. It was so good, even Neil was left in awe…kept rewatching her bit of the program to suck in every bit of emotion she gave with that stellar performance.
Yes, I cried…bite me.
Update (6/6/07):
Have removed embedded video because it no longer exists…yeah, it sucks balls…yes I’m referring to you youTube…balls!